Find a girl who wrote emails to screenwriters,
Hoping to learn their craft.
Find a girl whose name rang out in hallways,
…yes, i won awards, yes i was the big fish just like you were…
Find a child who wasn’t afraid of herself
Who didn’t find FL/A}SHBAC(KS!
Who didn’t scream FLASHBACK
Who couldn’t inhale but could breathe.
Bring me Alicia who used to
Used to was better at loved to
Had something she loved
Besides loving a person,
Who had enough love for everything.
Find me the version that dreamed of this thing
That has ruined the person who dreamed.